Feeling blue and a Little Poetic

Someone stands there, blocking my way,
I know the person well but I look away.
It's been so long now but till this day,
It is just three words that I could not say.
I am sorry. I was mistaken.

Let's just forget it all, let's just wipe it off,
It's been a torture, it's been a tough job.
Why don't you just draw me close, hold me tight?
Why don't you embrace me and make me feel alright?

I feel so broke, I am almost all lost,
I want to win you back at any cost.
Would you ever feel the pain I am in?
Do you think I can ever win?

Make me win, I can't afford to loose,
There is no other path for me to choose.
All the paths I follow, leads me to you.
Do you still doubt how I feel for you?

What is a Sunday?

Yesterday one of my friend told me the secret of Sunday. According to him, it is a funfilled day with a scary evening. He said, " I would rather just live in mondays than in Sundays. Sunday mornings make me feel that I am on the top of the world. Sunday evenings bring me back to earth and I feel the pain really hard."

To have nothing to cherish, miss and loose is better than to have all the things with a fear of having to loose it all. It sounds Oh not so good but it actually impressed me. This is also a way of looking at things. The Sundays and Mondays make our life interesting. I am not sure how many of us are capable of thinking on these lines. Obviously all of us are afraid of the Monday to come on a Sunday evening.

I am still thinking about how to strike a balance between the Sundays and Mondays in my life and am just hoping that some one of you might be of some help.

I wish I had died.. Read through

A dream I had:

I dreamt that I am dead and I am in the sky, I looked down and saw the world from above,I realised that I have made a difference to this indifferent world.I felt that I have left something for the next generation, and that my children are proud of my life and my death,I saw that there is no fear and no shame because people have a clean consience,I am assured that there is no guilt in the world.
I get to know that people have learnt to forgive,They don't hold grudges any more, they don't regret their past mistakes,They say sorry for the harm they have caused others and they are forgiven.I can see that there is no bloodshed and no tears and no sufferings,Everybody gets whatever one deserve, I am loving the feeling when suddenly there is light and There comes the Father of all.
He smiles at me and says, " The world you see below you is my world. All of them are my children. They do not follow the Devil any more. They believe in me. I grant all their wish because they know what are they asking for. They only ask for what they deserve and no one asks for something which will harm another being. I am so happy."I just wish I had actually died so that this could be true. But it was just a dream and we have got a long way to go before we can make the Father feel this way.