I said, I could kill for you,I meant, I am living for you.I said, I want to spend my life with you,I meant, my life could not make sense without you.
I said you are beautiful,I meant, you are the only one I see.I said, you are like me to me,I meant, me being me is useless without you.
I said, I would love you till the end of the world,I meant, I want you to be tagging all along.I said, your smile makes my day bright,I meant, a day without your smile is no day at all.
I said, I would fight the world for your sake,I meant, you are my whole world.I said, I would give away anything for you,I meant, ther is nothing worth winning after loosing you.
I said, I want to kill you.I meant, my life's futility is now very clear.I said, you have ditched me,I meant you are the only one I trusted.
I said, consider me non existant,I meant, I better be dead than being painful to you.I said, I revoke your right to talk about me,I meant, I am taking myself back from the world.
Allow me to go, to leave and to disappear,To have learnt to love and to have lost you for ever.It is so damn bad that the death would have been better,Who knows how my heart broke anf how it now withers.
